Filed under: "Because I don't have enough going on in my life right now".
One of my newest clients, a global educational publisher, has asked if I would be interested in working for them full time. At first, I dismissed it because when I asked if work from home or telecommuting was an option, they said no. But then, the next day, they e-mailed me back and said, on second thought, it would be. I could do half days, or three full days each week. The compensation is on the better end of decent. Which is to say, it's not astronomical enough to make my decision for me, but it's certainly enough to warrant serious consideration.
Have I mentioned that Todd's had a bit of a dry spell lately with work, and that he's more than a bit stressed about it? This salary could make a big difference for us, financially. Plus there are benefits. And I think their willingness to offer some form of working from home says a lot about their general flexibility.
But. It would mean an end to my current lifestyle, which includes lots and lots of time with my kids. In particular, Caroline. It would also do away with other things, like my ability to go and do as I choose, when I choose, and with whomever I choose.
But. The trappings of freelancing also come with a price. Literally. I don't make much money. And I can't act as if our financial health isn't my concern.
But. I've had a ton of clients lately, and more coming down the pipeline. Would I be giving up too early if I took this job? Or is there a chance they'll let me continue to freelance as long as it doesn't interfere with my duties there?
And what about my Big, Big Idea?! I'm still proceeding with it, no matter what. Would this new job be too much of a distraction, or just the financial help we need to get through until the Big, Big Idea is feasible and actually profitable?
If I did take the job, I would likely work mornings. Todd can arrange his schedule around keeping the girls in the morning (Hannah's already at mother's-day-out three mornings a week), and we wouldn't have to add the expense of childcare or worry about who was handling Caroline at such a young age.
Would this time away from home and the girls be just the sanity saver I need? Or an intrusion that I feel guilty about?
Gah. So much to consider.
My current plan is to put in my application and at least get to the discussion phase so I'll have more information.
Help! What are your thoughts? What am I failing to consider? What would you do?
